2014

I am so happy. Truly, Truly, happy. With the littlest amount of doubt and insecurity I have had in a long, long, time.

I feel like a mix between "girls" and the right path, the right journey. I'm doing my thing. I'm being brave. And I am so proud of myself. Patience has paid off. Thank God, Thank you God. A million thank you's. Thank you for teaching me about faith. About patience. About holding on.

I'm eternally grateful. It's only the second of January, 2014. And I'm content. I'm safe. I'm happy. Whatever happens, happens. Whatever is, is.

Thank you.

I feel light, airy, like I have the world in my hands, but it isn't weighing me down. I can be whatever I want to be, but I don't have to be anything or anyone I don't want to be.


And, I'm happy with Jeff. He is so good to me. He is so lovely. I love him so much. He is fantastic for me. I want him to be happy, and I want the best for him. I want him to be successful, but mostly, I want him to be happy with himself, and realize how unbelievable he is. He is truly an amazing human being, and boyfriend. <3 p="">
As for 2014 resolutions?

Well, I can head over to the gym across the street ;)
I can head over to the Church across the street ;)
I could find a job where I have to face my fears and open bottles of wine.
I could do Math! Calculus!

I'm glad I took things slowly, because I've taken things in.

thank you.