For the first time in a long time I can feel it happening, not see it happening. It's something i've been waiting for for a long time. Many months, many hours I spent frustrated, blocked off from something i felt needed to happen, like i was on the brink of something. For the first time in a long time i feel like I'm starting to feel that edge; My eyes are still closed and believe me this is going to go on my whole life, this changing, exploring, this transformation, but it is happening.
I am allowing myself to change.
To calm down, to enjoy every moment, to accept, to move on and to respect myself.
I am doing, feeling and understanding what gets preached to you your whole teenage life, and without all the obscene and hurtful situations I've been through, I would never understand. Without the opportunity to see what is possible, I would never understand.
It takes the good and the bad to appreciate something. The only thing i'm struggling with is how the good,
can turn bad.
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listen.
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